Tangkak 2

Yeah, science information now and I am doing nothing again.

Arrived here since 6.30 am yesterday night after a long + cold journey. Sleep well? Not really. Not to mention about my muscle ache after carried my damn heavy luggage.Should listen to my dad and get the luggage with the wheel, every girl carried this kind of bag except me. Stupid enough to do that. Now i don't even have the strength to wash my clothes, may get my dirty clothes done after couple days perhaps.

As mentioned before, I didn't really study for the past Raya holiday and I am kindda regret now. A lot of things need to cope with. Haiz...Amy Amy, go go go =.=!!!. 4 more weeks and I will be in Penang again.

Wanna make a record regarding the reunion for 5S1 at paradise beach.

They can be divieded into 2 major groups -- The CLHS & The Disted and left the minors.Well, of course, everybody changes -- A better change. Honestly, I really miss those time when all of us studied together, cheer together, especially the form 5 time. There are always "our" secrets. I don't think I can hve that again for the rest of my life lo. So, do appreciate the last year in secondary school ya.

Besides heroing, I Gossiping as well. Continued my Gossip Girl season 2, episode 10 after a long long pause since November last year. No choice, too lazy to download it. Then, another pause again at episode 16. No choice, too lazy to download it.May continue after my end semester examination.

Lolz, my classmates was studying already-- for worst, during this period. Gotta go. Hehe. Will update after a long long time.

Penang 3

 

Just wanna make a record here.

 

17^th September 2009

I arrived Penang at about 5 am in the morning, then waited my dad to pick me up. Fetched Shyan, Yong Tai, and Zhi Hsiung too and yeah…… I got to see, for real how big Syann house was. Arrived home at about 6.40 am. Sleep of course, wake up, eat, on-line, heroing again, chat with family, sleep. My first day gone.

 

18^th September 2009

I went to prangin for a hair cut wit Shirlynn (Makes no difference actually). Just realise my favourite Paparoti “outlet” move already. Sobx. Shopping then back. Continue on line and finally, sleep!

 

19^th September 2009

Do some English comprehension. On line. Blog hopping, then went Gurney for 2 movies. Saw Eugene there. Mana tau sui sui flooding. Arrived home at about 1 am something. Lolz. Wanna study, but tired liao, so sleep lo.

 

20^th September 2009

Go gurney again. Movie again. Nice movie.

 

21st September 2009

Class reunion at paradise beach and hence my skin becomes darker already. Didn’t eat much. Lazy. Then went Gurney again, with Joce. Haiz. At night, went shopping with family.

 

22nd September 2009

Cindy comes to my house. Chat again. At night, went out with Louis. Then drive a little.

 

23^rd September 2009

Actually, don’t have mood study d, but later on just realise quite many people start study already, start tension, then ka start touch book. But fall asleep after an hour. Gai nia.

 

24^th September 2009

Went Gurney AGAIN! Red box and movie. Exactly how many money I spent a? HATE PENANG. Now ma on line lo. Surprisingly, saw Chun Hong and yet I can still recognize him leh Kudos to me.

 

p/s Many people said I am getting fatter ad. So I have to do something already. Wish me luck k?

 

P/s Don’t really have mood to type a good post. That’s why updated it with sms language. Lolz.

 

p/s I DIDN’T STUDY TIOK!!!!!!!!!!

Kar Wen's birthday

I know I am kindda late in uploading this ( busy ma ), but still better than didn't right?

Can't beleive it!

Belive it or not, couple weeks ago, I actually confessed my feeling  to him just to get an official rejection  so that I can really concentrate on my studies! Lolz, Louis said that I am simply too stupid and immature to do that, trying things where its result was to be nown fruitless, FOR SURE!!! Well, he thinks that I suppose to keep it as a secret, till my day come....Come on, I know what's the best for me k? Imagining or hoping some things that wouldn'y come true is a burden to me. Is better that to make my fruitless-hope come to the end, and back to reality.

No matter how, I do what I decided and ended up who I am right now. Well, I am telling a lie if I said that I am entirely OK with it. But time is a rather good medicine right? I am completely/ totally/entirely capable of overcoming it....I am not that bad after all right?

Wish me luck!

Random, Again

Hehe. Guess what, my science information lecturer said that the computer lesson for our class was far beyond others, so in the mean time, we are free to do any activities during this lesson so that other classes can catch up. We were like 'Huh?', Last time we were forced to have extra classes, as if we were really far behind and now we were told that we are ahead of others? =.=!!!

Recently, I just feel that 24 hours per day doesn't really enough for me, 6 schooling days per week ( with all the Raya replacement classes), lecturer rushing for syallabus, projects, assignments, not to mention that weekly damn long Biology and Chemistry Lab report. In fact, recalling secondary school lifes, all the lab reports I done were copied fom the reference book with all the result and discussion provided, all I have to do was, recopy it. Thing wasn't same here, no more spoon feed information but self searching, regardless what the sources are. (Pity those having thier lab lesoon on Monday since thier hard work are going to be photocopied. ) Well,I personally think that is a good way of leaning where by the students can be more self independent despite some time may be fruastrated with it. Ohya, forget to mention, I have got the end-semester examination time table + MUET time table...TENSION!!!!! Aiming for 4 flat actually, otherwise, all my dreams gone. It is a carry forward marks I think. One has to perform well in the 2 crucial/ important end semester examination as both the CGPA counted. Haiz....Strive for the best will do...

Something bother me for days, I just wish I could let it out....

As what I always said, human relationship is rather complicated. It usaully happen not accordingly, or to be more precisely, out of my expectation! At the end of the day, again, I am the one who been blamed. Maybe I am not as mature as somebody else where by ___ can give you all the useful advice all the time, but I did told you what I thought before that, and you simply ignore it. Am I too worth-less untill I dont't even qualified to intterupt your so-called stuff?  Dont't get me wrong, I am not accusing you here, is just, i hope that you will be responsible to what u said and what you act, bear the consequences please! Some how, it hurts you know? Just dont like the feeling when my kindness is not appreciated. Gerr~~

Perhaps

Exactly how many things I haven’t done and yet I am still blogging here. I never succeed in resisting the temptation of having a laptop in my room which suppose to aid in my report and assignment today. Hooi Yee definitely going to be surprise when she saw my post here, after I “partially describe” how busy I am. Grin Who cares?

 

Recently heard something from Fly Fm regarding the topic “ you have eaten something that you shouldn’t”, and one of the listener called and share his hilariously funny story, about mixing his chocolate with something seems like chocolates ,and most importantly, he ate it. It may sounds disgusting here, but trusts me, when he spoke it on air with all the details inside, it is more than enough to make you laugh for at least a 5 seconds. ( Oops, or I am the only one who did that?)

 

I wish to post more, but it is 2.45 am now, damn sleepy.

 

1)      Finally, my gang of friends started a pure English conversation among us today. Big clap please

2)      I will have my English quiz 4, or to be more precisely pre-MUET speaking test tomorrow. Cross finger, wish me luck ok?

3)      I wanna change my chemistry quizzes history tomorrow, that is fully-scored on that PARTICULAR paper. You know what, despite all the tips I get, I never fully sored in that fucking chemistry paper. For god sake! Even worst, with the words “misconception, explain further…” in that. I don’t see Yee Ling’s teacher deducted her marks, then why deducted mine? Self-muttering ignore it.

4)      I wish I could breathe in my lecture hall.

5)      Currently addicted to Love Game, by Lady Gaga, I just can’t get the lyrics out of my head. The way she treated Love as a boy-girl’s game can really make people feel the capability of love as much as you want without need to worry about the future and consequences. Love is just a game after all! You know la, everything might happen when love goes wrong. What happen to Rihanna was an obvious and convincing evidence of it. Hehe.

6)      Playing badminton at least twice a week, but surprisingly, I didn’t sweat a lot. If I continue like this, I don’t think I am able to lose any weight…sobbing. Really need to run KMJ meh?

7)      Actually what is Manglish?

8)      Lastly, you will never know how desperate I want to shorten the distance. You know what I meant….

 

Love me for who I am…..

Falling for you

Falling for you, by Colbie Caillat

I don’t know but
I think I maybe
Fallin’ for you
Dropping so quickly
Maybe I should
Keep this to myself
Waiting ’til I
Know you better

I am trying
Not to tell you
But I want to
I’m scared of what you’ll say
So I’m hiding what I’m feeling
But I’m tired of
Holding this inside my head

I’ve been spending all my time
Just thinking about you
I don’t know what to do
I think I’m fallin’ for you
I’ve been waiting all my life
and now I found ya
I don’t know what to do
I think I’m fallin’ for you
I’m fallin’ for you

As I’m standing here
And you hold my hand
Pull me towards you
And we start to dance
All around us
I see nobody
Here in silence
It’s just you and me

I’m trying
Not to tell you
But I want to
I’m scared of what you’ll say
So I’m hiding what I’m feeling
But I’m tired of
Holding this inside my head

I’ve been spending all my time
Just thinking about you
I don’t know what to do
I think I’m fallin’ for you
I’ve been waiting all my life
and now I found ya
I don’t know what to do
I think I’m fallin’ for you
I’m fallin’ for you

Oh I just can’t take it
My heart is racing
The emotions keep spinning out

I’ve been spending all my time
Just thinking about you
I don’t know what to do
I think I’m fallin’ for you
I’ve been waiting all my life
and now I found you
I don’t know what to do
I think I’m fallin’ for you
I’m fallin’ for you

I can’t stop thinking about it
I want you all around me
And now I just can’t hide it
I think I’m fallin’ for you (x2)

I’m fallin’ for you

Ooohhh
Oh no no
Oooooohhh
Oh I’m fallin’ for you

Gwen sent me this song last Friday's night, after celebrating her birthday. It was like...like...Emm, like I received this song at the exactly right moment? It actually describes what I feel now. You know tha kind of feeling? It is so near, and yet it is so far.....Simple and yet complicated. I think, I am falling' for him, secretly. Well, after all, it isn't that bad to continue like this right? Experience it without involving, perhaps?

 

me

Who am I? You sure you want to know? ( Guess where I quoting from? Hint, a movie. Lolz.)

 

1) Am I…

 

Spendthrift?

Depends. But most of the time I would rather be stingy. I love money! No doubt, I will spend wisely most of the time. But some time, when I am really out of my head, I will spend on some expensive stuff. Anyway, so far it just happens twice.

 

Selfish?

Well, some time. Especially when my own benefits are concerned. Don’t blame me for that, because the truth is, I love myself more than anybody does.  So what’s wrong of taking a really good care of myself after all? Being selfish does not necessary implies that I am m a bad person k?

 

Punctual?

Definitely no.

 

A secret keeper?

Emm, your secret will only safe with me if you inform me not to told anyone. Otherwise, I will not considered it as a secret and  please don’t blame me if I let it out one day. Lolz.  So, seriously, remind me to keep it as a secret if you don’t want me to reveal it “accidentally” some day.

 

A trustworthy one?

What do you think?

 

Intelligent?

Hehe, partially, I suppose.

 

Lazy?

Yup.

 

2) What do you think about…

 

 

Family?

They are the most reliable one. I can count on them most of the time and they wouldn’t betray me. They love me. You know what, I like the feeling when we reconciled after each quarrel. It makes me realise how important they are.

 

Friendship?

A must in my life. I need friends and probably a soul mate. Haha. Hate to be alone. It is so scary and helpless when no one beside you. ( Alicia Keys, No one. Swt!) But a piece of remind here, friends may be a good influence to you or vice versa. So, no offence, choose your friends wisely.

 

Love?

Orally, I will say what will be will be. But, deep in heart, I yearn for it. Don’t get me wrong ya, I yearn, but with conditions Ha…

 

Money?

Important!!!!!

 

(In fact, I get this message from my friend – through the phone, but I would rather post it here instead of typing these in the phone. Lame, I know. Lolz. )

 

But at last, how well you know me?

Naughtybit

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Days before Tangkak

I feel a bit down today. Maybe is due to the holiday of mine is going to end soon. Frankly, I haven’t had this kind of feeling before, even during my secondary school’s holiday. You will never know how much fun I have over here, mum, dad, grandma, siblings, friends, not to mention about my home dishes and Penang food. Seriously, I think I have a rather serious “ Penang-missing” symptom. Hehe.

 

A short note here, I went back school on Tuesday with Sher Lan and Kam Yoke. Kam yoke’s college shut off due to the H1N1, so we plan to go back school on the same day. . Chit-chat there for about 3 hours I think. Coincidentally, met Mei Xian there. Then we start to compare the differences between Penang, Malacca, and Johor matriculation. After that,  I went to chat with Pn Gan and guess what? She gave me some of her Biology reference books and disc. It is the STPM and A-levels one.  Haha. Not cheap leh, and is rather new. Thanks to her.

 

I watched The Proposal on Tuesday night too. You know what; I sat couple sit for twice but the one who sitting beside me was never my boyfriend. The first time, I sat with Shu Wei during the celebration of Peng Kim’s birthday on 2006, watching ghost movie due to the sold out of tickets. This time, the same reason, I sat couple sit again, with Chun How. Lolz. Ohya, I wanna watch Ghost of my girl friend past today, but Queensbay cinema don’t have this show so…. Wasted!

 

By the way, my plan to get a mickey MP3 been disapproved by my mum, even if I use my own money. Come on, I have been long time didn’t spend any money on shirt, dress, pants, etc already. Can’t I just get what I want?

 

Look at them, aren’t they cute?

 

Which colour you prefer? Actually, I plan to have to blue one, as usual ( My fave colour), but……

 

 

For more information, here they are.

 

Penang 2

Well, do you realise that it is very hard to find a soul mate who really understands you well in most of the aspects? Ok, maybe you found one, or to be more precisely, you thought you found one, but how long you can maintain such kind of good relationship? Shaynn is probably right, you will know who you can really count on when the time come. But at the mean time, just experience what you have at this moment.

 

For what I have gone through so far, human’s relationship is kindda complicated. At school, even they / we are in the same class for so many years, it can still be observed that there is someone holding grudge towards someone, or someone is pretentious ( hehe ),; while in the working place, you will see how own benefits can be ahead of others, I don’t mean every working place is like that, but you will see how true it is when the time come. ( Let me have my pretended maturity a while ma.)

 

Ok, back to reality. I am going back this Saturday night which indirectly implies that I am going to stay away from the TV, shopping mall, fancy clothes etc for another 10 weeks. Sobx. Don’t feel like wana back la. Honestly, that place isn’t that bad la, just I prefer penang ma. Actually, I prefer Penang to be another country but not one of the state of Malaysia, and then stick to Penang’s education plan etc. Hehe. (Day dreaming…)

 

I will go to my previous school tomorrow. Hehe. I know  teacher sthere miss me…lolz…

 

I'll Be Your Side When You Need Me

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涓之轩

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Life In Johor Matriculation College

Penang

Finally, I am back.

 

About the UPS, I don’t really have words to describe. I thought it will be very easy, but not until the moment before I handed in my Chemistry paper. In fact, it is not hard la, but still don’t know how I answer it until I screwed up/ partially screwed up that paper, and of course frustrated after that. Never mind, will try harder next time.

 

Then…….

 

I am in a “extremely lack of sleep” condition when I reached Penang. Damn sleepy!!! Due to the infamous Bus Company, I thought the bus I sat will going to be very uncomfortable and hot. However, it happens in an opposite way. 3 seats per row, and the air- con there was EXTREMELY COLD. I was shivering, where the journey not even started half an hour, Until I can’t stand it and ask Soon Shan to pass me her jacket since she got two. She was cold too. After reached, Hooi Yee’s dad drop me, at Soon Shan’s house and she took us to her mum’s shop to try on the healthy breakfast. Herballife if I am not mistaken! Emm, well I don’t use to have breakfast but they claim that breakfast is very important and considered as a “must not skipped meal”. Should I practise this healthy lifestyle after all?

 

Upon reaching home. I just manage to speak with my mum a few words before she leave for work. Slept then., until Joce called and said that she wanna bath at my house after her XXXX campaign at Disted. She drive me to gurney then. Miss her so much!!! We chat all the way there. I tried so hard to persuade her to join me for the Bon Odori but at last still failed. Should know her style earlier. Kar Wen them arrived at about 3.15 pm, and we watched “Harry Potter And The Half Blood Of Prince”. Well, it is much different from what I have expected. Still, the book is better.

 

Zi Kang fetched us to esplanade and parked his car at Saint Xaviers, like what he did last year, and we walked there. Crowded as usual. Back at 11.00 pm, I guess. Actually, I have been long time didn’t meet them already. So happy to meet them again.

Two weeks holiday isn’t enough for me, sobx…

 

P/s  Nowadays people play facebook, but at first, when I created that account, not much people have it but just now I have 46 unconfirmed friend request.. Haha. It really shows that I didn’t manage my account well. Paiseh…

specific

Specially dedicated this to her...

I know her since form 1, when I am still a freshman in cdk. In fact, I don't really remember how I start to know her, at least not untill she reminded me that she called me for several times in the library, which how our friendship developed then. Frankly, I just remember the scene where I practise the dactylology + the songs together with her( teached by Hooi Shan) in conjunction with the teacher's day ceremony in form 1. From then, we are team together in oral, lisan, project throughout the year form 1.

 

12 June 2009

Haha, I am here again. Wishing Chai Ling, Happy belated birthday. Well, I send her a birthday message on 6th june which in fact hers is on 11th june. Let her screw mw up of course.

I just realised that  the minimum MUET requirement for a profesional carrier, such as doctor, pharmacist for a typical chinese matriculation student is.......Band 4!!!! (For those Malays, band 3, I hate unfair stuff.) How am I going to make it? Reader's digest, Newapaper, Communicate in English, what else can I do? I don't have much time left as I am going to have my MUET paper this October!!! Furthermore, I don't have the option in essy part, only 1 argumentative essay with MATURE point and GOOD languange, MINOR grammatical error, WIDE in the usage of vocabulary etc. I didn't suceed in making that!!! (Feel so embarassing when the lecturer commented me, sobx.) Don't get me wrong ya, he is very nice and dedicate actually, just the way he commnting was a bit harsh, perhaps?May updated my blog twice a week, to make sure it is effective.( okok, just want to voice it out after been screwed. promise wouldn't have any similar complaining about that damn english stuff, just DO IT!) Yeah...

Whew, next.....I played tennis and FOOTBALL today. Kindda weird I know after reaslising so many pairs of eyes staring at me when I played with my other 2 friends.Lolz... Did any rules mention that girls can't play football? It was a 3 people football! ha...About the tennis, we played it in the badminton way such that the tennis ball was "flew" too high from the net. Now I know what's the difference between tennise and badminton. By the way, we planned to play squash next friday evening. New experience...

Next, love can really develop fast here. Either sending Kitkat chocalate durinng the lesson, help in promoting his/her ideal one so that he/she can win in the Pilihan Raya JPP KMJ, or love letter passing around...I was like 5 weeks nia wo? Can fall in love that fast? But anyhow, This will be the kind of "dessert" in my matrix life, I suppose. It is undenieable that they are very happy and sweet untill it can be "contagious", haha...( Any more suitable words to describe?)

Another "memorable" experience today, I cough whenever the lecturer wana say something, untill she pek chek and ask "siapa yang batuk ni?" I was so paiseh to raise my hand up with more than 250 pairs of eyes stairing at me at the lecturer hall. it is not my fault ok? I cant endure and I had already trying my best to reduce the noise.

P/s, a piece of advice, never get sick elsewhere unless that is your home. (Still, It is better to stay healthy la, but it is impossible not to get sick right?) It was really torturable. I start to miss my mum's soup and voices. Mummy....

5 more weeks left, Miss penang!!!!!!

Johor Matriculation College

A short update after I leave Penang. For further detail, click this. More or less will be the same. Czyin is a very friendly girl anyway. Never realise that I will be able to meet a net friend here. Haha.

Well, life was very simple here.Quizes, assignment........Doing exactly the same thing everyday. Everything is fast here. I dont really sure whether I am able to cope with it or not, not to mention about the lecturer commented me with an immature point in essay. I hate MUET.....

Next, I think I can really speak malay now, ( nothing to proud with, I know), The malays are actually very friendly, of course not all of them. So shame to have the bad pespective towards them in the first place. Especially my roommates, they are very nice actually.

Fortunately / unfortunately, my curicular activity happen to be aerobic dance. I keep laughing every time as the steps are really funny...

( What am I typing, no point at all....)

Mr Rameshen, my muet teacher ask us to write diary every day, to improve our grammar. But, i don't think it helps after all. See the quality of this post, it sucks....Gerr....

Marley and me

Rating:	★★★★
Category:	Books
Genre:	Teens
Author:	John Grogan

Soak Kean lend me her book and ask me not to miss it. How good was she. Love her. Well, The story is more or less about a family in the making and the wondrously neurotic dogwho taught them what really matters in life. It is much more better than a movie. I swear.

My Farewell Party

Memories on 4/5/2009.....

Random 7

Well, I am not happy recently. I don’t even know what the reason is; just…feel that I have to bother lots of things which others would probably think that I am over-worried.  Haiz..I am going to Tangkak, Johor on 11^th may, sobx. So far away……sigh! FYI.

 

Sometimes, I realise it was wrong but I insist to do it. Sometimes, I knew it is fruitless but I never think of quitting. Sometimes, I have already expected the ending, but I still sorely disappointed. Sometimes, I am clear of the fact, but I would rather choose to be oblivious of it. Sometimes, sometimes…..Why can’t just I escape from all those staff? I tried my very best , isn’t it? Everything comes at once which I am doubt about my ability to handle it.  

 

Lolz, enough for today. I know god is always beside me

 

Lame 2

Adrian, here you are. I never ate my promise k?

( 1 )Take a Pictire on yourself now! ( Dont change your clothes, makeup, editing etc...)

 

2)      Answer 5 simple question.

( a ) Which part of your body that you like the most?

        My brain?

( b ) Which part of your body that you hate the most?

       My eye? I wish they could be bigger…

( c ) For girls, you like any guy now?

       Nope

( d ) What is the most important to you?

        Everything!!!!

( e ) What you wish to do now?

       SLEEP

( f ) Make a wish.

       Happy every single day.

Lolz, I don’t even know what’s the purpose of this!!!!!! Adrian, you owe me 3 meals!!!!!

 

 

Good friday

Lolz, I begged Chun Chin to change the off day shift with me so that I can have my car practice on Friday , manatau the car spoilt!!! God! I really don’t know when will only I  get my car licence!!!!!!! Forget about it!

 

Guat Peng fetched me at about 1.30 pm to her house after fetching Angie who stays at Gelugor near jelutong! So damn far from my place. Lolz, Guat Peng who stays at farlim was really kind enough to fetch us ya. Pity nia. After bought all the materials nedded, we started. I am lazy to type it out, so lets the picture tell the story. Anyway, I enjoy the process. Ha…

 

I like Good Friday as it will be my ex school’s special holiday! I still like good Friday this year ( every year )! Lolz, every good Friday is my day! Ha..

 

P/s, Khay Min, u still owe me painted eggs!!!!!

 

Thats what i need...

Wow...

In the progress...

My ugly chesse tart.....

Before....

In the progess...

My llittle cute muffin....

My arts

I cleaned my room after work and just realised I kept a lot of old stuff. Haha. Especially my arts collection. I showed them to my mum and she said, Oh my god! Even a kid can draw better..Sobx. I know how bad my drawing skill was ok? Honestly, my drawing skill really……………….BAD! No wonder my seni never get an A throughout my secondary school life, As a conclusion, I think I would rather die if somebody ask me to draw!!!! Ha...

Tada, present to you my collections, ( grin)

My hand made seni pocket file...

My favourite....

Part of my comic book, believe it or not, I get full marks because of my ESSAY at the back to describe the story. I include the moral values, lessons, plot, etc. Haha. Thats my seni.

The title for this is Ilustrasi, I think.

The annual Dadah poster competition and thats why I was forced to draw this in form 1..

2005 ( form 2), Improving....I lost my form 3's...

I try my very best to draw his face,

But ended up like this. ( I have already draw according to the square, haiz! ) Lolz, at least people know that I am trying to draw a guy! Ha

JPA interview

Whew….I just back from the JPA interview. Ha….

 

On the day before, I ask my dad to fetch me at 12 as I worried about his ability to find the interview place, but he told me that he is confident enough to find the place, so he picked me up at 12.45 pm today. At last, he really reached there at exactly 2 pm, and of course I am the last one to sign my name there.

 

Kam Yoke had her interview 8 am in the morning at kepala batas. She message to advise me not to wear slack there as her place most of the girl who wear long sleeve shirt match with a knee length skirt, so I gave up my slack and change to a skirt. But soon when I arrived, I regretted, cause nobody wore like I did! Sobx. 95 % og them had their Baju Kurung, Three were wearing collar shirt and jeans, while another wearing a dress with a high heel shoe. Her dress and shoe are nice. White colour with a princess sleeve, big bow at the back, while her shoes have a big ribbon in front. Like it. I don’t think the attire is a big deal since the urus setia there still allowed us to take our number and had our interview without caring about our attire. The turn to be interview depends on our date of birth, and I am the last one again! Waited and waited ( In fact, I thought the interview will end after two hours = 4 pm), wait until 3.45 pm, the urus setia told me that the interviewers were going to have their tea at 4 pm and back at 4.30 pm, so my interview will only start 5.15 pm. I was like, HUH? That long a? I have no choice but to wait again. In the mean time, I met a girl who shares the same birthday with me. We born on the same day, and of course she was the second last. Since there were 2 people absent, left 3 of us in the end while others arrange 5 by 5 a group.

 

The interview starts by self-introduction in MALAY while I prepare in English. Gerr…then straight go to the discussions part

 

Q : Statistic menunjukkan bahawa kematian disebabkan denggi semakin tinggi, pada pendapat anda, apakah peranan diambil oleh kerajaan daam menagani masalah ini?

 

Don’t know who mentioned about prevention is better then curing, and the interview straight asked : why say so?

 

Q: Nowadays, students feel that curricular activities is a burden to them. In your opinion, how curricular activities will help you in your academic? ( I think I failed this part, my brain turn blank that moment. Sobx!)  The related question, how can you make the curricular activities participated by the students willingly? I blank again as all my points have been mentioned ( time management and interest, parents and teachers, school) Left nothing for me to say! So, my advice is try to be the first one to prevent lack of points!

 

Q : ……….. ( a situation which I barely remember as I keep thinking about I fail to answer the previous question) How to improve government service? (ask in malay)

 

Q  : Most of the students who get JPA scholarship would not come back Malaysia to contribute but stay oversea. In your opinion, how this problem be solved besides contract? ( This is the question they shoot me while I answering)

A : I think that the government should give a better offer so that they willing to contribute to our country. In my opinion, if two country gave me the same offer, I will choose Malaysia as here is where I born and live, my family stays here too.

 

Q : How great the offer should be?

A : At least same as what other country offer 

 

Q : We sent you oversea to study, we pay for it, and now, we still need to give you a better offer? Then we might as well not to send you there right?

A : No! Is two different thing. The country send me to study abroad to let us gain the best knowledge right? When I graduated, I gain more knowledge than other people does. So, if the country gives me a better offer and I promise to stay here and contribute, of course I will give the best service. The country may be spend a lot on me due to the scholarship and offer, but I will give the best service at least for my next 50 years, it is a smart investment isn’t it?

 

Q : How best the service it could be?

A  : At least I tried my best. I believed that it would be better if compared with service after study locally.

 

Q : You doubt about local U standard?

A : I didn’t say that. But that’s the reason government send us abroad right? To gain the best knowledge throughout the world and contribute to our country. So….

 

They smiled and the interview end. So relieve…Looked at my watch, 6 pm. 4 hours for the interview! Waste my time!

 

Later on. Went to my dad office as he needs to settle his things. Stay at his office about two hours, on9, played games. Capturing photo, and take nap at the Sofa! So tired and boring + hungry. Finally, arrived home at 9.30. Sobx.

 

My dad prefer to look at his collegue's face to mine ( he told me), thats why he sticks this on the wall. So unfair!

三月

很快的， 09 年的三月又要成为历史了，我……还是如往常般，一样在蹉跎岁月。该打！

 

还记得考试前，最大声说“我在假期时不要做工，我要去补习，学乐器，充实自己。”，的是我，只因当时觉得打工很浪费时间，又毫无所获，方才下此言论，殊不知班上打工最久的那个，居然会是我！甚至现在朋友叫我补习，我还会以工作为前提，哎！我爱钱到无药可救了！

 

看了看毕业刊，才记得原来我要当律师的，可再怎么喜欢，我还是无法说服自己放弃我“寒窗苦读”两年的科学，说真的，我花了不少心思，放弃岂不是白读？很想多拿历史，可是我有能力吗？又要我选择，很累啦！漫长的人生里，我还要做多少次的抉择！累，累，累！！！！！我不想后悔，就那么简单啊！

 

我居然连 Kepala Batas 在哪里，我都不知道，去选sungai petani，好气又好笑！笨蛋！

 

话说回来，今天…..我小学曾经安恋的男生今天居然还认得我也！（ 是否觉得我很早熟？哈）我真的是超惊喜！！！他…..还是那么好看。哈！过后我就在那边自个儿暗笑，然后跑去跟彩灵讲。她就在那边笑不停！我也在那边笑，回想起小学暗恋他的感觉 ，真的觉得自己很…..(不懂要放什么形容词)。

 

P/S，江若琳的手掌印很好听

Belated

Seriously, I really thought that I uploaded this post on 27 February 2009, but then just realise I haven’t!!!! So, this is my belated post…

 

Happy Belated Birthday, Bee Lay and Pei Ching.

 

Finally, I passed my undang while others passed her car. Sobx.

 

I went to school today. For your information, our school is under renovation now and that’s why I hard a lot of complaint from the teachers. Too noisy, dirty, dangerous, etc. If I am not mistaken, the expectation date for the completion of the building is in the October. Kindda fast isn’t it? By the way, I saw Puan Chin today at the entrance of bilik guru. She can really speak Chinese fluently leh. Nothing to be surprised, I know, just…maybe I am use to her typical malay slang while she is teaching. Ha.

 

My uniform changed. A black baby tee, with the words betty jeans by body glove in front. Nic, especially when I like black colour. Haha. The company promoting betty jeans now, they even manufactured special paper bag in conjunction with this promotion. No doubt, I ga sak it again. In fact, I don’t use paper bag or should I say I  “bu she de” use the paper bag. It is so nice until I feel is a waste if I use it. Soon or later, I am going to make paper bag as my collections. My new hobby! My paper bag....

 

I finish watching “The Gem Of Life” at last. Soooooooooooo long the story. Nearly fall asleep while watching, still not willing to give up half way. So, continue the drama and finally, I succeed in watching the whole story. 80 episodes. Geng leh? Lmao. Now, watching another drama again. Just realise, I do nothing but watching TV all the time. Haiz.

 

Next, I have been doing lots of house keeping job lately, in the shop! Now my shop is even cleaner than my room. So tiring. Supervisor never did this kind of job but only order.

 

Two more days to March. Retrospectively, nothing done in the February besides sleep, eat, sleep and eat. Lolz.

 

不懂啦!!

我今天其实很累了，但我希望赶快凑足一百个 post，所以就顺便update 一下…

 

最近的我，开始接触球类运动了，开始是包龄球，然后桌球，到昨天的羽毛球，哎！才发现原来没有一样球类运动我是擅长的。闹出超多笑话来。上次打羽毛球，我和征绘，两个对一个，输还没关系，还要连连接10 粒球都不行，哎！最多也是七粒，但我们还是又免费早餐，因为打赌赢了，我们接超过6粒球！不错啦！搞到我的手今天超痛也，搬货都没力，怪就怪我平时没运动。

 

 

最近蛮多人都问我几时有空，要还欠我的一餐，哈，才发现原来我那么回“掘”人的….=P

 

说真的，原来人笑多了，心情也会跟着好起来，吃甜的食物多，人也开心些，真的，我试过。可是……..千万要懂的减肥，我的脸越来越胖了啦！都不知到怎么减？都是麦当劳啦，搞什么特价，害我浪费钱，还越来越胖了啦！呜~~

 

SPM 放榜越来越近了啦！！！开始有压力！恶梦都不知道发过几次了啦！怕….

 

桌球真的很好玩，可是很贵。有没有不用钱的球类运动？这样一来，我可以天天练咯。

 

待续。。。

 

P/S 有点累，改天再接，会比较生活化的了。。。

 

特

本来觉得结束了我们长期的朝夕相处可以让生活回到以往的平静。

可是在某人的提醒下才发觉，失去了这种生活方式，

并没有让你的影子在记忆里燃烧，所以。。。

我决定把剩下的冰山劈开，把情感拿出来好好地面对接下来的日子，

因为我想你。。。好想好想你。。。

因为害怕，我害怕因为一句话连朋友也做不成。

虽然你不是一个会逃避的女 生，

但我了解如果被拒绝的话，我们这很难才建立的友谊会增加伤痕。

表白就像一场赌注，而筹码就是自己的未来。

胜者，牵着你的手浪迹天涯海角；

败者，失去一 个心中的挚爱，而心灵所流的血会化成眼泪流下。

之所以我不甘于冒险，选择把这句话继续多收藏了。

其实我没奢求我们有着美好的 天长地久，我只想让你知道我曾经这样默默地这样喜欢过你。

特此声明 : 没有特别指定给谁, 只是一天在不同的地方看到这段文字两次，觉

得与这段文字有缘，所以放在我的部落格，继续我与“它”的缘分。哈

 

累

好久好久都没用华文更新部落格了，因为都懒惰用汉语拼音，嫌麻烦。

 

电脑有问题，搞到我不能上网几天。看了看别人的部落格，读了这篇文章，才知到原来曾今有那么的一件事情发生。突然，提醒了我。心情有点复杂。再想了想，从认识他到现在，发生了好多好多的事情，才知道原来我认识他一年有多了。叹…

 

一辈子的朋友，有可能吗？

 

前天和同事去庆祝hit target 的事情，喝了满满的六杯，真的有点昏的感觉，又不至于醉，感觉还挺特别的。不错的经历。我妈她不是很高兴我整身酒味回来。对她而言，喝酒，抽烟的就不是好人，可偏偏在那儿工作的，我最能谈得来的，就是她所谓的猪朋狗友。撇开他们喝酒，抽烟不谈，他们真的很有义气咯，豪爽！我只希望她能相信我这个女儿，有能力控制自己不被他们带坏！就那么简单，很难吗？我会对自己负责！我不想每天跟她吵，很累！

 

生活有时真的很累，不是吗？

Early valentine

God! Sore throat pain, fever, cough, flu all come at once, terrible.

 

Finally, I hit my target, 30 000, and of course, I get my 1 % commission, so I am rich now!!!

 

Consider there are 12 staffs in our shop, which is more than enough to cover the working load, or maybe I am not that close with my supervisor, so ended up I been kick out from Prangin’s Body glove, and will be working at sunshine new outlet soon!!! I don’t really sure about the confirm date. Sobx sobx!

 

By the way, I just watched Underworld 3 with Shu Wei, which was strictly for those who are above 18. ( I will be 18 soon….) Nice movie! It will be even perfect if we were not seating at the first row, you will never know how pain my neck was after the movie.

 

Finally, I finish reading twilight. It cost me 32 hours 46 minutes and 29 second. Hey, I did count it k? Lolz, I will consider it as a high reading speed. Whoever got a chance to read this book, do read it, because you will never know how regret you are if u miss it. It is much more better than the movie, with all the details inside. Undeniable, it will be even interesting if you are good in imagination and like love story. Like a typical me!

 

 

Twilight

This year, I retired from the kuih ka pek job, so cant eat as many as I want.

 

I will going to have my hair treatment soon, since somebody say my hair looks like ah po, Gerr! Hurt la.

 

Just in case you don’t know, valentine is coming, so our customer is entitled to get a free paper bag with every purchase of any couple series. No doubt, the paper bag looks much nicer than I thought. Hehe, Obviously, I don’t have the chance to buy any of the couple series, so I ga sak it lo. Jenny even asks me to do noon shift that day since nobody is going to date me. Pity leh? Joking la. Seeing those who are dating now, group together and discuss about the gift for their partner, you will know how sweet, happy, and creative they are. The 3 underwear shops opposite us, The lingerie, Yobo, XXX selling the underwear pack in a heart box, with the strawberry flavour, I was like “Huh?”  The price not really cheap leh! I seems to be outdated ya,

 

Lasty, Early wishes from me, 元宵节快乐, 情人节快了!!!!!

 

P/s i love the paper bag