Sunday, September 6, 2009

Random, Again

Hehe. Guess what, my science information lecturer said that the computer lesson for our class was far beyond others, so in the mean time, we are free to do any activities during this lesson so that other classes can catch up. We were like 'Huh?', Last time we were forced to have extra classes, as if we were really far behind and now we were told that we are ahead of others? =.=!!!

Recently, I just feel that 24 hours per day doesn't really enough for me, 6 schooling days per week ( with all the Raya replacement classes), lecturer rushing for syallabus, projects, assignments, not to mention that weekly damn long Biology and Chemistry Lab report. In fact, recalling secondary school lifes, all the lab reports I done were copied fom the reference book with all the result and discussion provided, all I have to do was, recopy it. Thing wasn't same here, no more spoon feed information but self searching, regardless what the sources are. (Pity those having thier lab lesoon on Monday since thier hard work are going to be photocopied. ) Well,I personally think that is a good way of leaning where by the students can be more self independent despite some time may be fruastrated with it. Ohya, forget to mention, I have got the end-semester examination time table + MUET time table...TENSION!!!!! Aiming for 4 flat actually, otherwise, all my dreams gone. It is a carry forward marks I think. One has to perform well in the 2 crucial/ important end semester examination as both the CGPA counted. Haiz....Strive for the best will do...

Something bother me for days, I just wish I could let it out....

As what I always said, human relationship is rather complicated. It usaully happen not accordingly, or to be more precisely, out of my expectation! At the end of the day, again, I am the one who been blamed. Maybe I am not as mature as somebody else where by ___ can give you all the useful advice all the time, but I did told you what I thought before that, and you simply ignore it. Am I too worth-less untill I dont't even qualified to intterupt your so-called stuff?  Dont't get me wrong, I am not accusing you here, is just, i hope that you will be responsible to what u said and what you act, bear the consequences please! Some how, it hurts you know? Just dont like the feeling when my kindness is not appreciated. Gerr~~


3 comments:

  1. You hate spoon feed or self searching?

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  2. I hate self searching n that is y i hate the way of miss wong teaching does not suit me! N i end up i taking maths tuition tilll now. I hate she says this: Use your brain to thk ! This is oNly for clever students. Like me this type of stupid students, sure cant follow.

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