I never believe that one can be seriously in love once he/she get into a relationship, not to mention love at first sight. It is rare.
It is going to be 9 months since we were together. I never realise that I can be so serious in this relationship. But then the more serious I was, the more afraid I am. We have not really contact each other in the last couple week, I mean the serious contact, he always busy with his stuff. It is still consider ok if he is the only one, at least I can tolerate, but then what if my lesson start next week? I have been thinking a lot recently, friends around me keep on telling me that have a little faith, when there is a will, there is a way etc. Some times things just don't happen accordingly and conditions just wouldn't allow us to make arrangement. We have so long path yet to be go, If conditions continue like this, I don't know what will turn up next.
I hope that what I worried now will not turn out to be real and one day we will read this together and you will realise how silly I am.
I love you, which i never did to others before.
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