Tangkak 2

Yeah, science information now and I am doing nothing again.

Arrived here since 6.30 am yesterday night after a long + cold journey. Sleep well? Not really. Not to mention about my muscle ache after carried my damn heavy luggage.Should listen to my dad and get the luggage with the wheel, every girl carried this kind of bag except me. Stupid enough to do that. Now i don't even have the strength to wash my clothes, may get my dirty clothes done after couple days perhaps.

As mentioned before, I didn't really study for the past Raya holiday and I am kindda regret now. A lot of things need to cope with. Haiz...Amy Amy, go go go =.=!!!. 4 more weeks and I will be in Penang again.

Wanna make a record regarding the reunion for 5S1 at paradise beach.

They can be divieded into 2 major groups -- The CLHS & The Disted and left the minors.Well, of course, everybody changes -- A better change. Honestly, I really miss those time when all of us studied together, cheer together, especially the form 5 time. There are always "our" secrets. I don't think I can hve that again for the rest of my life lo. So, do appreciate the last year in secondary school ya.

Besides heroing, I Gossiping as well. Continued my Gossip Girl season 2, episode 10 after a long long pause since November last year. No choice, too lazy to download it. Then, another pause again at episode 16. No choice, too lazy to download it.May continue after my end semester examination.

Lolz, my classmates was studying already-- for worst, during this period. Gotta go. Hehe. Will update after a long long time.

Penang 3

 

Just wanna make a record here.

 

17^th September 2009

I arrived Penang at about 5 am in the morning, then waited my dad to pick me up. Fetched Shyan, Yong Tai, and Zhi Hsiung too and yeah…… I got to see, for real how big Syann house was. Arrived home at about 6.40 am. Sleep of course, wake up, eat, on-line, heroing again, chat with family, sleep. My first day gone.

 

18^th September 2009

I went to prangin for a hair cut wit Shirlynn (Makes no difference actually). Just realise my favourite Paparoti “outlet” move already. Sobx. Shopping then back. Continue on line and finally, sleep!

 

19^th September 2009

Do some English comprehension. On line. Blog hopping, then went Gurney for 2 movies. Saw Eugene there. Mana tau sui sui flooding. Arrived home at about 1 am something. Lolz. Wanna study, but tired liao, so sleep lo.

 

20^th September 2009

Go gurney again. Movie again. Nice movie.

 

21st September 2009

Class reunion at paradise beach and hence my skin becomes darker already. Didn’t eat much. Lazy. Then went Gurney again, with Joce. Haiz. At night, went shopping with family.

 

22nd September 2009

Cindy comes to my house. Chat again. At night, went out with Louis. Then drive a little.

 

23^rd September 2009

Actually, don’t have mood study d, but later on just realise quite many people start study already, start tension, then ka start touch book. But fall asleep after an hour. Gai nia.

 

24^th September 2009

Went Gurney AGAIN! Red box and movie. Exactly how many money I spent a? HATE PENANG. Now ma on line lo. Surprisingly, saw Chun Hong and yet I can still recognize him leh Kudos to me.

 

p/s Many people said I am getting fatter ad. So I have to do something already. Wish me luck k?

 

P/s Don’t really have mood to type a good post. That’s why updated it with sms language. Lolz.

 

p/s I DIDN’T STUDY TIOK!!!!!!!!!!

Kar Wen's birthday

I know I am kindda late in uploading this ( busy ma ), but still better than didn't right?

Can't beleive it!

Belive it or not, couple weeks ago, I actually confessed my feeling  to him just to get an official rejection  so that I can really concentrate on my studies! Lolz, Louis said that I am simply too stupid and immature to do that, trying things where its result was to be nown fruitless, FOR SURE!!! Well, he thinks that I suppose to keep it as a secret, till my day come....Come on, I know what's the best for me k? Imagining or hoping some things that wouldn'y come true is a burden to me. Is better that to make my fruitless-hope come to the end, and back to reality.

No matter how, I do what I decided and ended up who I am right now. Well, I am telling a lie if I said that I am entirely OK with it. But time is a rather good medicine right? I am completely/ totally/entirely capable of overcoming it....I am not that bad after all right?

Wish me luck!

Random, Again

Hehe. Guess what, my science information lecturer said that the computer lesson for our class was far beyond others, so in the mean time, we are free to do any activities during this lesson so that other classes can catch up. We were like 'Huh?', Last time we were forced to have extra classes, as if we were really far behind and now we were told that we are ahead of others? =.=!!!

Recently, I just feel that 24 hours per day doesn't really enough for me, 6 schooling days per week ( with all the Raya replacement classes), lecturer rushing for syallabus, projects, assignments, not to mention that weekly damn long Biology and Chemistry Lab report. In fact, recalling secondary school lifes, all the lab reports I done were copied fom the reference book with all the result and discussion provided, all I have to do was, recopy it. Thing wasn't same here, no more spoon feed information but self searching, regardless what the sources are. (Pity those having thier lab lesoon on Monday since thier hard work are going to be photocopied. ) Well,I personally think that is a good way of leaning where by the students can be more self independent despite some time may be fruastrated with it. Ohya, forget to mention, I have got the end-semester examination time table + MUET time table...TENSION!!!!! Aiming for 4 flat actually, otherwise, all my dreams gone. It is a carry forward marks I think. One has to perform well in the 2 crucial/ important end semester examination as both the CGPA counted. Haiz....Strive for the best will do...

Something bother me for days, I just wish I could let it out....

As what I always said, human relationship is rather complicated. It usaully happen not accordingly, or to be more precisely, out of my expectation! At the end of the day, again, I am the one who been blamed. Maybe I am not as mature as somebody else where by ___ can give you all the useful advice all the time, but I did told you what I thought before that, and you simply ignore it. Am I too worth-less untill I dont't even qualified to intterupt your so-called stuff?  Dont't get me wrong, I am not accusing you here, is just, i hope that you will be responsible to what u said and what you act, bear the consequences please! Some how, it hurts you know? Just dont like the feeling when my kindness is not appreciated. Gerr~~

Perhaps

Exactly how many things I haven’t done and yet I am still blogging here. I never succeed in resisting the temptation of having a laptop in my room which suppose to aid in my report and assignment today. Hooi Yee definitely going to be surprise when she saw my post here, after I “partially describe” how busy I am. Grin Who cares?

 

Recently heard something from Fly Fm regarding the topic “ you have eaten something that you shouldn’t”, and one of the listener called and share his hilariously funny story, about mixing his chocolate with something seems like chocolates ,and most importantly, he ate it. It may sounds disgusting here, but trusts me, when he spoke it on air with all the details inside, it is more than enough to make you laugh for at least a 5 seconds. ( Oops, or I am the only one who did that?)

 

I wish to post more, but it is 2.45 am now, damn sleepy.

 

1)      Finally, my gang of friends started a pure English conversation among us today. Big clap please

2)      I will have my English quiz 4, or to be more precisely pre-MUET speaking test tomorrow. Cross finger, wish me luck ok?

3)      I wanna change my chemistry quizzes history tomorrow, that is fully-scored on that PARTICULAR paper. You know what, despite all the tips I get, I never fully sored in that fucking chemistry paper. For god sake! Even worst, with the words “misconception, explain further…” in that. I don’t see Yee Ling’s teacher deducted her marks, then why deducted mine? Self-muttering ignore it.

4)      I wish I could breathe in my lecture hall.

5)      Currently addicted to Love Game, by Lady Gaga, I just can’t get the lyrics out of my head. The way she treated Love as a boy-girl’s game can really make people feel the capability of love as much as you want without need to worry about the future and consequences. Love is just a game after all! You know la, everything might happen when love goes wrong. What happen to Rihanna was an obvious and convincing evidence of it. Hehe.

6)      Playing badminton at least twice a week, but surprisingly, I didn’t sweat a lot. If I continue like this, I don’t think I am able to lose any weight…sobbing. Really need to run KMJ meh?

7)      Actually what is Manglish?

8)      Lastly, you will never know how desperate I want to shorten the distance. You know what I meant….

 

Love me for who I am…..

Falling for you

Falling for you, by Colbie Caillat

I don’t know but
I think I maybe
Fallin’ for you
Dropping so quickly
Maybe I should
Keep this to myself
Waiting ’til I
Know you better

I am trying
Not to tell you
But I want to
I’m scared of what you’ll say
So I’m hiding what I’m feeling
But I’m tired of
Holding this inside my head

I’ve been spending all my time
Just thinking about you
I don’t know what to do
I think I’m fallin’ for you
I’ve been waiting all my life
and now I found ya
I don’t know what to do
I think I’m fallin’ for you
I’m fallin’ for you

As I’m standing here
And you hold my hand
Pull me towards you
And we start to dance
All around us
I see nobody
Here in silence
It’s just you and me

I’m trying
Not to tell you
But I want to
I’m scared of what you’ll say
So I’m hiding what I’m feeling
But I’m tired of
Holding this inside my head

I’ve been spending all my time
Just thinking about you
I don’t know what to do
I think I’m fallin’ for you
I’ve been waiting all my life
and now I found ya
I don’t know what to do
I think I’m fallin’ for you
I’m fallin’ for you

Oh I just can’t take it
My heart is racing
The emotions keep spinning out

I’ve been spending all my time
Just thinking about you
I don’t know what to do
I think I’m fallin’ for you
I’ve been waiting all my life
and now I found you
I don’t know what to do
I think I’m fallin’ for you
I’m fallin’ for you

I can’t stop thinking about it
I want you all around me
And now I just can’t hide it
I think I’m fallin’ for you (x2)

I’m fallin’ for you

Ooohhh
Oh no no
Oooooohhh
Oh I’m fallin’ for you

Gwen sent me this song last Friday's night, after celebrating her birthday. It was like...like...Emm, like I received this song at the exactly right moment? It actually describes what I feel now. You know tha kind of feeling? It is so near, and yet it is so far.....Simple and yet complicated. I think, I am falling' for him, secretly. Well, after all, it isn't that bad to continue like this right? Experience it without involving, perhaps?