Perhaps

Exactly how many things I haven’t done and yet I am still blogging here. I never succeed in resisting the temptation of having a laptop in my room which suppose to aid in my report and assignment today. Hooi Yee definitely going to be surprise when she saw my post here, after I “partially describe” how busy I am. Grin Who cares?

 

Recently heard something from Fly Fm regarding the topic “ you have eaten something that you shouldn’t”, and one of the listener called and share his hilariously funny story, about mixing his chocolate with something seems like chocolates ,and most importantly, he ate it. It may sounds disgusting here, but trusts me, when he spoke it on air with all the details inside, it is more than enough to make you laugh for at least a 5 seconds. ( Oops, or I am the only one who did that?)

 

I wish to post more, but it is 2.45 am now, damn sleepy.

 

1)      Finally, my gang of friends started a pure English conversation among us today. Big clap please

2)      I will have my English quiz 4, or to be more precisely pre-MUET speaking test tomorrow. Cross finger, wish me luck ok?

3)      I wanna change my chemistry quizzes history tomorrow, that is fully-scored on that PARTICULAR paper. You know what, despite all the tips I get, I never fully sored in that fucking chemistry paper. For god sake! Even worst, with the words “misconception, explain further…” in that. I don’t see Yee Ling’s teacher deducted her marks, then why deducted mine? Self-muttering ignore it.

4)      I wish I could breathe in my lecture hall.

5)      Currently addicted to Love Game, by Lady Gaga, I just can’t get the lyrics out of my head. The way she treated Love as a boy-girl’s game can really make people feel the capability of love as much as you want without need to worry about the future and consequences. Love is just a game after all! You know la, everything might happen when love goes wrong. What happen to Rihanna was an obvious and convincing evidence of it. Hehe.

6)      Playing badminton at least twice a week, but surprisingly, I didn’t sweat a lot. If I continue like this, I don’t think I am able to lose any weight…sobbing. Really need to run KMJ meh?

7)      Actually what is Manglish?

8)      Lastly, you will never know how desperate I want to shorten the distance. You know what I meant….

 

Love me for who I am…..

Falling for you

Falling for you, by Colbie Caillat

I don’t know but
I think I maybe
Fallin’ for you
Dropping so quickly
Maybe I should
Keep this to myself
Waiting ’til I
Know you better

I am trying
Not to tell you
But I want to
I’m scared of what you’ll say
So I’m hiding what I’m feeling
But I’m tired of
Holding this inside my head

I’ve been spending all my time
Just thinking about you
I don’t know what to do
I think I’m fallin’ for you
I’ve been waiting all my life
and now I found ya
I don’t know what to do
I think I’m fallin’ for you
I’m fallin’ for you

As I’m standing here
And you hold my hand
Pull me towards you
And we start to dance
All around us
I see nobody
Here in silence
It’s just you and me

I’m trying
Not to tell you
But I want to
I’m scared of what you’ll say
So I’m hiding what I’m feeling
But I’m tired of
Holding this inside my head

I’ve been spending all my time
Just thinking about you
I don’t know what to do
I think I’m fallin’ for you
I’ve been waiting all my life
and now I found ya
I don’t know what to do
I think I’m fallin’ for you
I’m fallin’ for you

Oh I just can’t take it
My heart is racing
The emotions keep spinning out

I’ve been spending all my time
Just thinking about you
I don’t know what to do
I think I’m fallin’ for you
I’ve been waiting all my life
and now I found you
I don’t know what to do
I think I’m fallin’ for you
I’m fallin’ for you

I can’t stop thinking about it
I want you all around me
And now I just can’t hide it
I think I’m fallin’ for you (x2)

I’m fallin’ for you

Ooohhh
Oh no no
Oooooohhh
Oh I’m fallin’ for you

Gwen sent me this song last Friday's night, after celebrating her birthday. It was like...like...Emm, like I received this song at the exactly right moment? It actually describes what I feel now. You know tha kind of feeling? It is so near, and yet it is so far.....Simple and yet complicated. I think, I am falling' for him, secretly. Well, after all, it isn't that bad to continue like this right? Experience it without involving, perhaps?

 

me

Who am I? You sure you want to know? ( Guess where I quoting from? Hint, a movie. Lolz.)

 

1) Am I…

 

Spendthrift?

Depends. But most of the time I would rather be stingy. I love money! No doubt, I will spend wisely most of the time. But some time, when I am really out of my head, I will spend on some expensive stuff. Anyway, so far it just happens twice.

 

Selfish?

Well, some time. Especially when my own benefits are concerned. Don’t blame me for that, because the truth is, I love myself more than anybody does.  So what’s wrong of taking a really good care of myself after all? Being selfish does not necessary implies that I am m a bad person k?

 

Punctual?

Definitely no.

 

A secret keeper?

Emm, your secret will only safe with me if you inform me not to told anyone. Otherwise, I will not considered it as a secret and  please don’t blame me if I let it out one day. Lolz.  So, seriously, remind me to keep it as a secret if you don’t want me to reveal it “accidentally” some day.

 

A trustworthy one?

What do you think?

 

Intelligent?

Hehe, partially, I suppose.

 

Lazy?

Yup.

 

2) What do you think about…

 

 

Family?

They are the most reliable one. I can count on them most of the time and they wouldn’t betray me. They love me. You know what, I like the feeling when we reconciled after each quarrel. It makes me realise how important they are.

 

Friendship?

A must in my life. I need friends and probably a soul mate. Haha. Hate to be alone. It is so scary and helpless when no one beside you. ( Alicia Keys, No one. Swt!) But a piece of remind here, friends may be a good influence to you or vice versa. So, no offence, choose your friends wisely.

 

Love?

Orally, I will say what will be will be. But, deep in heart, I yearn for it. Don’t get me wrong ya, I yearn, but with conditions Ha…

 

Money?

Important!!!!!

 

(In fact, I get this message from my friend – through the phone, but I would rather post it here instead of typing these in the phone. Lame, I know. Lolz. )

 

But at last, how well you know me?

Naughtybit

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Days before Tangkak

I feel a bit down today. Maybe is due to the holiday of mine is going to end soon. Frankly, I haven’t had this kind of feeling before, even during my secondary school’s holiday. You will never know how much fun I have over here, mum, dad, grandma, siblings, friends, not to mention about my home dishes and Penang food. Seriously, I think I have a rather serious “ Penang-missing” symptom. Hehe.

 

A short note here, I went back school on Tuesday with Sher Lan and Kam Yoke. Kam yoke’s college shut off due to the H1N1, so we plan to go back school on the same day. . Chit-chat there for about 3 hours I think. Coincidentally, met Mei Xian there. Then we start to compare the differences between Penang, Malacca, and Johor matriculation. After that,  I went to chat with Pn Gan and guess what? She gave me some of her Biology reference books and disc. It is the STPM and A-levels one.  Haha. Not cheap leh, and is rather new. Thanks to her.

 

I watched The Proposal on Tuesday night too. You know what; I sat couple sit for twice but the one who sitting beside me was never my boyfriend. The first time, I sat with Shu Wei during the celebration of Peng Kim’s birthday on 2006, watching ghost movie due to the sold out of tickets. This time, the same reason, I sat couple sit again, with Chun How. Lolz. Ohya, I wanna watch Ghost of my girl friend past today, but Queensbay cinema don’t have this show so…. Wasted!

 

By the way, my plan to get a mickey MP3 been disapproved by my mum, even if I use my own money. Come on, I have been long time didn’t spend any money on shirt, dress, pants, etc already. Can’t I just get what I want?

 

Look at them, aren’t they cute?

 

Which colour you prefer? Actually, I plan to have to blue one, as usual ( My fave colour), but……

 

 

For more information, here they are.

 

Penang 2

Well, do you realise that it is very hard to find a soul mate who really understands you well in most of the aspects? Ok, maybe you found one, or to be more precisely, you thought you found one, but how long you can maintain such kind of good relationship? Shaynn is probably right, you will know who you can really count on when the time come. But at the mean time, just experience what you have at this moment.

 

For what I have gone through so far, human’s relationship is kindda complicated. At school, even they / we are in the same class for so many years, it can still be observed that there is someone holding grudge towards someone, or someone is pretentious ( hehe ),; while in the working place, you will see how own benefits can be ahead of others, I don’t mean every working place is like that, but you will see how true it is when the time come. ( Let me have my pretended maturity a while ma.)

 

Ok, back to reality. I am going back this Saturday night which indirectly implies that I am going to stay away from the TV, shopping mall, fancy clothes etc for another 10 weeks. Sobx. Don’t feel like wana back la. Honestly, that place isn’t that bad la, just I prefer penang ma. Actually, I prefer Penang to be another country but not one of the state of Malaysia, and then stick to Penang’s education plan etc. Hehe. (Day dreaming…)

 

I will go to my previous school tomorrow. Hehe. I know  teacher sthere miss me…lolz…

 

I'll Be Your Side When You Need Me

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